>except now when he wants his cock sucked, he's fucking demanding and aggressive about it >then he does a 180 and suddenly wants to hang out again, acting like everything is normal >first he tries to convince me I'm just "confused" and we fight about it a couple times, like wtf >but no, he's being goddamn weird about it >so me being a fag shouldn't be a fucking surprise to him >I mean he's pumped literally gallons of his cum down my throat over the last 10 years >he was the one guy who I was sure wouldn't give a shit, considering how chill he was about me blowing him >everything was good up until recently, when I finally officially came out of the closet >so I eventually got over it, and am satisfied with the casual thing we have going >but of course he never showed any romantic interest back >I still went through the typical teenage angst phase where I was one-sidedly "in love" with him >far as I can tell, he doesn't even really view it as sex, more like masturbation or something >he never reciprocates, I just jerk off while I blow him >started way back in middle school, been a regular thing ever since >best friend is """straight""", but has been letting me suck his cock for years
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>guilt doubles up after he pulls his softening cock out and yep, sure enough, I'm full of his cum >guilt starts washing over me as I realized I just came from getting fucked by another dude >mind blank when that prostate orgasm hits >but too close to my first every prostate orgasm to put up a fight >"don't worry I'll pull out before I cum" >ask him to at least pause to put on a condom >and slow back-and-forth "not fucking" motions gradually pick up the pace to "okay, I'm definitely getting fucked" motions >more button pushing and getting me riled >at that point promises of "just the tip" turned into "don't worry I won't actually fuck you, just relax" >holy shit I'm completely impaled on another dude's dick, I'm not ready for this level of faggotry >until I suddenly realize he's balls deep >managed to work his cock into me slow enough that I didn't realize how deep he was getting >guy who pulled that on me was good at pushing my buttons to keep me horny and distracted Lol, I lost my cherry to that "just the tip" trick too. To this day, I'm not sure if I should count that as the time I technically lost my virginity. But he was fucking pisssssed when he realized I'd blown like a gallon of cum in his ass. He was too caught up in his own orgasm to notice while it was happening. Just kinda locked up and pumped him full of what felt like the biggest load of my life. To my credit, I resisted the overpowering urge to just push my cock the rest of the way in. Then he finally starts cumming in my hands, and his ass squeezes down on my dick. So I'm sitting there after like 90 minutes of edging with almost half my cock buried in his ass while I play with his dick. And of course being horny teenagers, "just the tip" was being rather charitably interpreted. So anyway we'd been rolling around edging each other for like an hour, and were both worked up enough that our perfectly innocent thigh-fucking had turned into a little "just the tip" teasing at each other's butts. but as long as we avoided kissing, blowjobs, or anal it "wasn't sex" and therefore wasn't gay. we could feel each other up, jerk each other off, frot, fuck each other between the thighs/buttcheeks. We were doing this awkward teenage closet case thing where we were okay with fooling around, as long as we didn't technically "have sex". One of my first times experimenting with another guy, I actually managed to cum in his ass without fucking him. >but I'm worried if I try to change things it'll fuck everything up and mess up our friendship he likes sucking my dick, I like getting my dick sucked, we shouldn't have to put on this song and dance where we both pretend we don't want it >just want to be fuckbuddies without all the mindgames >not saying I want to like be boyfriends with him or anything >but honestly I'm getting fucking tired of all the bullshit we've built up around it >and even to this day we're both supposedly "straight" >guess it just sorta developed that way since we were both so insecure about doing gay shit >whole thing is buried under all these layers of unspoken rules and "lol no homo" innuendo >but we've always been fucking weird about it >mostly when I have the "excuse" of being drunk or high or whatever >have this awkward sexual thing going on with my best friend /lgbt/ - Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, & Transgender.